토요일, 6월 09, 2007
dreams..
Listening to: Tachyon [아니면]Feeling: -___-Heh i think tachyon is not bad after all. But too bad i dun buy singles for anyone besides dbsk. So yeah..im still patiently waiting for their full album n also for battle and xing. Ok n maybe FT island too..^^
Just knew from huiye today that orchard popular is closing down n cd rama is giving double stamps. Argh. N i just bought snow dream yesterday at causeway cd rama lo. Wasted. Up til now i haven accumulated enuf stamps yet to redeem anything. =( Heh was thinking if it was in korea confirm i would already be exchanging for my freebie every month liao... =p
Hmm dun really have much to blog today.
Well i did go for 2 new tuition recently n for the first time i met a super disgusting mum who was so gan chiong about the lesson. Sian. She kept insisting that i shld have let her son do a comprehension in the first lesson to judge his standards when i kept telling her that i can always judge from his past comprehensions. N guess what she said?
'i think the comprehensions he did in the dec hols all wrong one.'Oh u win.
Hands down.
Her expression was so smug i had to do everything to refrain from arguing with her.
N when she was looking at my certs, she kept emphasizing that its not she's niao or wat, its she wants to be careful. Ok i give her the benefit of the doubt for that.
Den after the lesson, she came in to talk to me again n after saying all those crap 'i kept telling the agency i wan somebody very experienced, come in first lesson will blah blah blah, so first lesson nothing much was done la.......' n den still had the cheek to tell me not that she purposely want to find fault. Erm we both know what kind of person u are la hor.
I mean as in i know what i want to teach lo. Not as if i go in n just stare at her son for 2 hours. Hello!! its just the first lesson. N i dun even know where the hell ur son stands when he dun even have his english file. So of cos i need to start from the basics right. N she wasnt happy i used the sec 3 english assessment he had. Err..can i ask what u want to do with the books if u dowan to use them?
Eat ar?
Bleh.
Wa liao. Who the hell builds Rome in a day.
No matter what i will need time right? IF ur son can miraculously pass his english from a D7 grade from just 2 hours of tuition, i salute the tutor whoever that is.
Frankly, i was pretty pissed after trying to defend my stand for 15 mins. Under these kind of situations, i would normally tend to opt out instead. But again..i felt the same way i felt when i was in the lab. Yes, under V. The feeling when somebody doubts ur ability n ur words. Its..i dunno how to describe exactly but its the 'the more somebody looks down on u the more u feel indignant' kind. So, yes i asked for a 2nd lesson before the mum makes a final decision.
I absolutely loathe it when pple treat u like that. N i dunno why i keep feeling this way in this year alone. Super suay. Even when the time me n angel went to appeal for the drugs mod..heh ok angel will rem. Cos i think my attitude was quite bad. Well, its that lousy prof who made me pissed in the first place.
Pls stop letting me meet this kind of pple.. i think i had enough.
Hmm at least my 2nd tuition was much better.
Oh another thing the mum said that added even more fuel to the fire.
'Oh for the same rates actually that time got offer this angmo who very good one..provide all the materials himself..we dun even need to prepare anything..but den my son worry that cant communicate lo..'Oh since ur angmo tutor so zai, call him la!
I seriously think ur son will not be able to understand him at all.
Ok at least i feel much better letting it all out.
AhHHHhh!!
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Hmm..yesterday i dreamt of yunho again..
But this time there was junsu too. Heh mrs jung n mrs kim susu will be glad to hear that..
But how come no jaejoong again??
I think it was in some sort of classroom setting. Then junsu was looking at this room within the classroom through the glass windows n he suddenly commented that its a very weebee room. As in the way i decorated the room (its my room i think n it was full of dbsk posters) heh so i was smiling cos i was just standing beside him when he said that. Den after that yunho suddenly appeared n (this part was quite sweet..lol) he put his hand around my shoulder n pushed me towards the side of the classroom cos he was the monitor so he had to stand there n sing something during the class. But he din want to sing it alone so he got me along to sing with him. Heh n his hands were there throughout the song. ^__^
*escapes before mrs jung comes*
Ohh actually i keep dreaming of yunho n junsu only lo. I really dunno why..
I did dream of them too while i was in seoul n it was the day before i went down to junsu appa's shop. N yes coincidentally, it was about his appa's shop too. Heh. Think i was really looking forward to the next day n ended up dreaming about it.. xD But the shop was pretty different in my dreams..lol.
I want to dream about kim jaejoong!!!
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:12 PM